I have been reading the posts on proanerxia for awhile and now decided to write my own journal. I have felt so alone for the longest time and it is so amazing to see that there are so many people just like me. It has given me a lot of strength and motivation to keep going. I got sick a couple days ago and I binged like crazy. I ate all day long. I had given up. After reading some journal entries I got my motivation back and have been doing really well for 3 days. Right now I am at 96 pounds and my goal is 90 pounds. Got to stay motivated!